How it Feels when you are Breathing Your Last Breath ???

Wonder what... how can i answer this question ? Let me give a try, instead make an attempt to address the one of the things we all will share in common "Death".

When you are folding your fist for the last time, seeing the world, your loved ones, the place you lived, your memories for the last time, how does it feel... this puts a big question to my thoughts, what will i recollect at that time. What would make me really proud at that moment? to fold my fist, in the same way i did many a times, when got a wicket while playing cricket, wrote some fantastic code, materialized a fantastic idea.

How can i hold my smile up and cheerful, yet in the same situation , as i did when i had my first Salary, when my MOM was proud of me....

How can I have the same passion in my eyes, yet again in the same scene, as I made my dreams come true... when I bought my First bike... I got my dream job

The "How" in this context... dug many things in my mind.. I would really want a accomplishment, that makes to do all the above, when I am having my last breath. This added more thinking to my thoughts, more thirst to my wants and more passion to my attitude.

Filled with the showers that take me to the gate of success, wearing a cover on the heart, which hides the whip marks it had, while trying for it!! when i open the door with the same hand whose fist, I want to close when i have my last smile, which resembles the same when I am opening the door. The passion that makes me give a punch in the air, with closed fist on entering the campus crossing the door, I see a personified sense of accomplishment, waiting to greet me for life, and give me a sense of satisfaction.

This sense would really make to close the fist, with passion of feeling the sense, and a smile on my face saying that I have done justice for my existence.

Branding how does that Matter

It so happens at work people try branding others, with their work style, habits and other stuff..

I have seen few people who escape from this. I came across a similar scenario, but I liked the brand that was used for me "Default Exceeded ". this makes me to have a proudish (couldn't get a better/correct word)smile ;-).

Note for me: Get back to work

Shirdi, the place to be

This is the fourth time I have visited this holy place in the last 2 years. I had my mom come with me, this time. It happens to be some people's serious want to come here at least once in lifetime, just the case with my MOM.

This was the best and pleasant of the Darshan I ever had, having said this I was very clear with the list of wants too ;). In fact this is the first time, I asked him for help, not for the reason that I can't do them without asking... but wanted to do them quickly... let me not get into too much detail (I have something else to write all this... ;) )

Shani Singapore is an awesome place... it got its own identity, all the way, and when I visited the place, I had a sense of variation in regards to normal religious places... After being shocked with the charges I had to bear there, I had to sleep for a night before I could get on to the best of the bus journeys I ever had.

It was a Volvo bus, with few technical problems; the only limitation being it can’t cross 40 Km/hr. It made my 10-11 Hr journey a 22 hour one. Though it was really tiresome, I had two major things to praise for,

1. The Determination of the two bus drivers, who were starting the bus every time it stopped (it stopped for almost 20odd times) and literally burning their hands in making the engine to start. Hats off!!! to their commitment.

2. Everything happens, happens for a reason, and that too for a good reason... (Let me keep this as suspense)

Inherit From Pluto ???

My mom always says, Pluto is the one who is the cotnroller of deaths in the world. Well, though the choosing of inheritance was conincidental, now it makes more relative to me once i had done this...

My Dad is already there long back, might be with his powerful narration influnced Pluto...though it seems/reads different ;)

before thinking all these making a celestial body as a source for grey matter !!!