This is why I gave Hurt!!!

I wanted people to feel the belongingness to me. I wanted to see my kids happy. I let them discover what I invented. I was all smiling even when they called it invention.

They were my kids and i had to care for them. I gave them comforts. I let them enjoy in feeling the association to me.

At first it was so, every thing they drew out out of their life they offered it to me by will, they called it the greatness of our father.

I smiled and said it is your ability and I am happy for it. Though I know it is because of me they did everything still I gave the credit to them. Which dad doesn't want to praise his kids.. I am not exception.

They invented money, I said be careful. They invented liquor, I was worried.. They invented many things which troubled me, yet i was trying to care for them.

Some listened, some did not. By virtue of their actions i had to change the way I operate. From care taker i was forced to a role of Observer. well, Initially i was observer also, instead the actions of my kids portrayed me as care taker, as when you act the way I defined by yourself, I am the care taker.Else you are living at your own will.

Well this will went worse and my kids changed. I don't have emotions neither pain. I started feeling sorry for my kids.

I love them, irrespective of what ever they do, that love undergoes different personifications and takes different forms. As you know, punishing a kid when he does a mistake is also out of love, my love is there for their prosperity... I am unconditional when it comes to anything :)

Some of my kids realized the change, how the way it was and the way it is now. They were not able to connect to me, feel my presence in them.

Though they were longing for me, I could not really help them as the mind was already polluted.

out of that mid state they were not able to see the purity in me. I made a decision, to help these people.

I formulated a human feeling called hurt, that generates pain in mind and loneliness in thoughts.

I formulated it in such a way that they can feel the ultimate support for them in me. Look at me in the distant skies and cry. I designed the so that they get the pollutant inside them out.

I called it repent. Many started going through this experience and it was good work for me to look at all of them and take care of them again.


once we all were sitting and they were talking to me about the way they changed. They were saying the way we could connect to you in sorrow we cannot connect to you while in happiness.

I corrected them, at the starting point you need this to connect to me, but once you connect you don't have anything except me and happiness, for the fact that I am happy love personified.

I want my kids to start the journey of connecting to me. "This is Why I gave Hurt"

The Beat of Life

From "What I want" To "What You want Me to?"

A Day With God

Mom's Cafe; 24 hours open

Everything Is a Celebration

I Love You

How about the rainy clouds in my palm

I move them at my will and make rain bow for you

I cool them at my will and give showers for you..


Flowers in my hand and I make them blossom for you

Let them rain you with the fragrance

Let me take clouds in one and flowers in other and give you fragrance showers


As I see you lifting your hand to adjust your hair, with the half smile on the lips closing your eyes.

Let me go to places in my mind feel the sense of eternal love all along

Let me feel the fact of existence is for such moments.


As my mind says no to come back from that state

Let me dream your hand reaching mine to take me along.

As I open my eyes let me take myself to the crust of heaven and make you the princess

Let me see you as princess and get filled with joyous pomp.



Let me take you to the land of happiness and make you the princess of my thoughts

Wish me with a life of your love and a thought of your possession.

With this let me take myself to a stage where I feel I don’t need anything else.

With all this happening, let me say from the core of my heart “I Love you” .

Your Wish is My Order

I walk along the lane of sorrow it’s a lane so narrow
I let go all the traffic, all the juggles in the walk
I look at the highway far from site
Channel the energy from every bite, towards that site

I walk and walk and might fell down
At times time will make me look like a clown
People drew happiness from my blood
At times as much as they could

Every hurt was an inspiration Every bite grew the determination
Iron was the analogy for later and air for the former
Iron did grew strong and the air was let gone..

I ran at times as i saw getting near the highway
I ran as if there is no way
Blood oozed at times, unnoticed all the times

As I saw the final steps i raised the speed
Fell down rolling along the floor.yet eyes were there on the goal.

I reached with blooded hands and wounded legs.
The moment i stood up and watched overit was no pain
I thanked the existence for all this

He smiled and said get ready for the next act of mine
With all love and respect I said, "Your wish is my order"

I am Alone

The Walk of Trust

Journey For Happiness