Sunday 13 April 2008

Shivering thoughts with Feeling Fever

Seconds in life moved, just as the hand moves in a clock. At every tick it touched heart and yes, some ticks were painful. There was numbness along the wind pipe making the heart feel heavier. A deep breath was difficult to take, was not giving a chance to think. Raising an upward thrust to brain, cells quick at grabbing past and relating fast. Still, at the same level there was a decision taken and it is a conscious back thought. Both these lightning are fighting and it is still on. There comes some grey part, volunteering to step up and think about the current state. This puts a predefined, goal oriented word collection in to the sound pipe and makes the mouth to talk loud so that the ears can hear. The intent is to pierce these words with a wave of positive hope to stop the fight inside. A mass of a massive cloud carrying this heaviness drops from fore head to eyes, making the lids to droop and feel the weight.

Before you think the time is up, the wave that went inside, gives a hinge to the thinker, executing with a shake in thoughts, the mind itself. The thoughts resemble oscillations, with a disturbed path. They catch the numbness created and start shivering. As continued shivering is dangerous to health, fever like feeling spreads over. This messy when the heart is, the sync between heart and mind goes for a toss, resulting the Feeling Fever.