Curve of Smile and Drop of Tear

I have been to a movie. There was a laughter situation in it. I noticed everyone was laughing in the theatre.

In the same movie there was an emotional scene. I was in tears and just looked around. there were few in the similar state.

This surprised me, why there is a mixed reaction when it comes to tears, why people find it easy to laugh and difficult to cry ?

Are we selfish in doing this, as laughter makes us happy .. as I read through my life, I remember the situations I cried than the situations I was in huge laughter...

having said this, this would be a situation in most of our lives, where you have tears in your eyes and smile on your lips.

a scene where your one and half year old niece is waiting to see you come back from office.

your 3 year old bro eager to give you a candy that he bought...

yourself eager to tell about your accomplishment to your MOM..

giving a hearty gift to your friend who means a lot to you..

I seriously wonder, I had a smile on my face yet a wetness in my eyes when I was present alive in the above scenes...

how did they intersect. When you feel, someone means you a lot and vice versa, the logic in brain doesn't work. you are in the waves of your heart and which makes your mind feel great.

you relish the concern they have for you, and your heart feels lighter and happier.. this results in the curve of smile on your lips.

you feel lucky for being in that stage and here comes a thought "Lucky me" which breaks the ice and comes out as drops of tears.

this conjunction results a lovable feel in your thoughts and memories.

It is stored permanently in your heart with the tag "Curve of Smile and Drop of Tear"

Shivering thoughts with Feeling Fever

Seconds in life moved, just as the hand moves in a clock. At every tick it touched heart and yes, some ticks were painful. There was numbness along the wind pipe making the heart feel heavier. A deep breath was difficult to take, was not giving a chance to think. Raising an upward thrust to brain, cells quick at grabbing past and relating fast. Still, at the same level there was a decision taken and it is a conscious back thought. Both these lightning are fighting and it is still on. There comes some grey part, volunteering to step up and think about the current state. This puts a predefined, goal oriented word collection in to the sound pipe and makes the mouth to talk loud so that the ears can hear. The intent is to pierce these words with a wave of positive hope to stop the fight inside. A mass of a massive cloud carrying this heaviness drops from fore head to eyes, making the lids to droop and feel the weight.

Before you think the time is up, the wave that went inside, gives a hinge to the thinker, executing with a shake in thoughts, the mind itself. The thoughts resemble oscillations, with a disturbed path. They catch the numbness created and start shivering. As continued shivering is dangerous to health, fever like feeling spreads over. This messy when the heart is, the sync between heart and mind goes for a toss, resulting the Feeling Fever.